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MORE DREAMS. UGH
30.1.10
I woke up and I fumbled with my phone. Then I thought of what I dreamt last night, and I was like, WAIT. WHAT?!?

I think our cell was having a timeout of some sort and it was at a really cool chalet/hotel. The only problem is is that the bathroom doors are just like half-doors. Stupidass doors. Like, you know doors on those west-country salloons? Like, only the middle part has the door? :/ Yeah. That. Sp yeah, I think we just came from the beach so everyone had to bathe right, so yeah. Then while I was bathing, it's in a bathtub, Josh came just outside of the door, he's tall so obviously he can look over the door, with his eyes closed, even then I was still covering myself (Good girl, Liza.), and he started giving me one of his life lessons. And I was just like stunned. O.o he went on and on and on until I finally said, dude. Not a good time. Then he realized the err, situation then he walked away. Then after we were all dressed and everything, I can't remember what exactly happened, but I think I dissed him and he got pissed with me. So me being me, I started saying sorry and asking what I could do to make up for it and... ZOMG I JUST REMEMBERED! I pissed him off while he was the one bathing! Okay, he wasn't really bathing. He was just there in the tub praying for people, while I was just sitting outside the door an kept irritating him to finish up so I could bathe. Then he came out all pissed and he was like, if someone dies (I think he meant spiritually), it's gonna be all your fault. :/ so yeah, after that was me bathing and life lessons. And after I got dressed and everything he asked me to follow him, so I did. And he led me to two girls who were praying to. And we had to do this really weird ritual. We had to eat a strand of hair, then we'd get possesed or something by some people. Then one of the girl's character wouldn't give josh's character dinner because he wouldn't let the other girl's character's imaginary cat in the 'house'. After that, I woke up to my handphone beeping. :/ omg my dreams are so freaky.



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DREAMS. UGH
I went to angmokio mrt station to pass my mum something then head off. I waited for ages at the mrt station and she still wasn't there, then I got a message from kuya Ian, which I think is super weird cos we haven't seen each other in a year and haven't talked for waaaay more than a year, and his message was like, he's not coming. And even though, I knew he didn't know who I was meeting up with, I didn't think it was a typo or anything, but I felt genuinely sad. :/ like I could feel it even after I woke up, and I totally know it isn't about my mum meeting me there. :/ hmm, the rest of the dream's pretty much nonsense. Can't be bothered to type it out.


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tumblr
22.1.10

you're that person who is in every song i play.

this may never start. we could fall apart.


let's not wait 'til i bring out my knife collection, shall we. we both know how frisky i can get. (:


you made my day, that day. you made me smile like it was the end of the world.


which is why i'm closer to guys.


i'm sorry.



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focus
9.1.10
"hey, (liza)!", "O: eh, so mean! WHAT YOU WANT", "I miss you la"
you make me smile


there goes that first week off school. it wasn't THAT bad, but i can't say it was superbly awesome either. there were a lot of shitty times (i.e. getting completely drenched in the rain on the way to school, forgetting to bring a thermometer to school, enduring super quiet and boring lessons as half of the class weren't present and getting scolded for not doing most of the holiday homework.), but of course there were fun times (i.e. catching up with friends, laughing at classmates and making a fool out of teachers).

somehow, i can't believe this is my last year of secondary school. the last year i'm gonna wear a whole outfit that's completely the same as everyone else (i'm very sure i won't be going to jc). the last year i have to wake up at 5.30am for every single weekday. the last year i have to take the evil horrid 189 bus to school. i can't wait for this school year to finish. i already have a whole plan laid out this year.

STUDY LIKE SHIZZ FOR MID-YEAR EXAMS. APPLY FOR DPA TO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC. STUDY LIKE SHIZZ FOR O LEVELS. GET NO HIGHER THAN 11 POINTS FOR O LEVES. APPLY FOR NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC. SHOPSHOPSHOP.

see. plan laid out. the only thing i'm gonna be having problems with is the studying part. everyone knows i have a huge self-discipline problem, but whatever. HAVE FAITH. and work on it. this year, i'm nerdifying myself to the core. after school, go straight to a corner in the library, do homework and stay there and study until 6pm. sounds like a good plan, ey? i hope so. i need to focus.

speaking of focus, good job last night guys. i'm talking about The Focus playing at the NYP competition last night. you guys might not have won, but you won our hearts. ;) HAHAHA. cheesefest much? but seriously, it's the sound system that sucked and the fact that your keyboard was out of tune. HAHA. need to do soundcheck yourselves next time, but anyway, i still thought you guys were good. good enough for me to stay and sing along instead of walking away, like i did with the other singers. and it's not just cos i was rooting for you guys. hahaha.

i should probably go back to working on my a maths homework now. i still have 5 more sections to go. after that, i still have english, social studies and accounts holiday homework. then, i have to go buy a5 exercise books for e maths and get textbooks from nicole. omg, i should totally stop procrastinating, but i'm too tired now so i'll do that later.


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