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kaphooey
9.10.08
Yo. haha. i've got no school today and tomorrow! haha. yes, i'm just stuck at home the whole day. yes, i do not have a life. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. it is once again unavailable (as it always is on holidays -.-).i might go out tomorrow. hee hee.
now for a more serious point. hmmmm... nothing much, i couldn't sleep last night and my head was just exploding with stuff. hahaha. i dunno. maybe i just blew it with the drugs this time. okay. ehem. here goes nothing. i am jealous of the mb. who they are, don't even bother guessing, but i know most people from school prolly know them. okay. first of all, i am not jealous that they're popular or anything like that. ewww. ok. i was thinking more of something they have, that i also have, but then theirs are better. :(
i'm not trying to reveal much here. haha! and please do not ask about this, ok? i'm just trying to get stuff out of my chest. hee hee. i dunno. it's just that yesterday after the exam, they were there for *ehem*. and me eh? i mean. *cough* was there, but it wasn't for me! :( cough and ehem are two very different people okay. haha. sometimes i think *ehem* cares more. :(
then last night when i finally got to sleep, i had a super wacked out dream! okok, so it was my birthday. then i was at school, then we were like celebrating or something "hurrah hurrah".
then *ehem* comes into the picture and was like, why didn't you tell me blahblahblah.
then i'm like, you didn't ask blahblahblah.
then he's like, ok nevermind, what do you want for a gift?
then i'm like, errr. nah thanks. it's ok. :)
but he's like, seriously ah, what you want? i'll get ya *tooot*.
then i'm like, wot ta devil?!?
then he's like, well, *cough&phlegm* said that blahblahblah about *toot*.
then i'm like, ewwww. no. ZOMJILL i was not serious about that!.
then he's like, but they said so and they were like, so serious and everything. why would they lie about *shhhhhhh*.
then i'm like, oh ok. nevermind. it's ok.
then he's like, it's ok what?
then i'm like, it's ok. you don't have to get me anything. you already gave me THE BEST gift ever.
then he's like, errr. what?
then i'm like, you helped me find out that *cough&phlegm* are assholes.
then he's like, heh?
then i'm like, yeah. thanks so much! THE BEST. LIKE THE BEST EVER.
then he's like, aww come on.
then i'm like, ok. i gotta go now. sorry, i'm allergic to bitches (was reffering to *cough&phlegm*).
yes, that was a very weird conversation. very possible though, like seriously. i can just blow up anytime. i'm just waiting for that stupid needle to poke me, then i explodes. yay me. hmmmph.
come on, this happened in so many incidents already. i planned it with them against other people, how do i know that they're not planning to do it to me too? trust? faith? i say kaphooey! there's no such thing as trust with humans. those people in camp who keep saying "you've got to trust me" when they make you jump off a five-storey wall, it's not genuine! they're doing it, just because it's part of their jobs! friends who say that, just say it because it makes them look good. it's all about yourself. heh. i don't even know what i'm ranting on about right now. i just now that i have a point! so that means, I WIN! :D
ok, so this has gone so much far off than expected. i shall not answer any questions about this, so don't even bother. so yep.
so here i am, and i'll end with this:
you're leading me on, hey girl, you're leading me on
and i'm not that strong, no i'm not that strong