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forget it.
6.7.08
ZOMG. i've been feeling so depressed since last night. ugh.there's that 'to tell or not to tell thing', something concerning my qt, something concerning jacob.
ahhhh.. i couldn't sleep last night at all, then i actually woke up crying.
ZOMG. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??
what happened after church didn't help either. then i suddenly went pissed and i didn't want to talk to any of them. ahhhh. and i still can't even figure out the real reason why i got pissed!! ugh. then i went to random meltdown quietly. i need to deal with this!! ahhhhh! then there's....
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yeah. ZOMG. i felt even more depressed la. i mean, it doesn't really concern me, but.. ahhhhhh.
nvm.
